That's what you are to me. There aren't enough words in the world to describe just how you make me feel, so I'll sum it up in one- ALIVE. Each love song that I hear I sing along to for you, and I take joy in knowing when you're thinking of me.
Then, just like that, you're gone. In the blink of an eye my world went from the bold, bright colors that you painted it to dark and dull. I'm left with the memories, the questions, and your voice in my ears. No returned calls or texts. It's so surprising that I still have tears to cry, because they should have all run out by now.
You asked me not to disappear, saying that this wasn't goodbye for us. If it isn't goodbye, what is it? And if you won't answer, all I have left to think is that it is goodbye- YOUR goodbye.
You are in emotional overload. So many thoughts and feelings that you probably don't know what to do. I'm sure you're tired of crying, also. In my mind I always over analyze and assume the worst, and I'm thinking of all sorts of awful scenarios that would prevent you from replying. Now, every song of heartbreak and despair I sing along to.
I'll wait. However long it takes to get you back, I'll wait. I don't care how many tears I have to cry. If there is any chance of a future for us, whenever you think the time is right, I'll be here because I know you care about me. I know that I matter. I refuse to let this be goodbye until you tell me you don't want me anymore.
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do
I will be right here
Waiting for you.